Showing posts with label tired. Show all posts
Showing posts with label tired. Show all posts

Friday, May 15, 2009

Aftershoot blues

Ammre01

I'm so tried, we had an evening shoot tonight and one yesterday. it's 4:00 AM and I just finished editing my photos, editing Ned's photo with him, and making chilly before the beans we
sprouted goes bad. For the past few days (weeks?) I feel like all I want is to sleep all the time. I'm not sure if it's allergies, still getting over being sick or just stress and the weird dreams I've been having lately.

I'm happy with the photo I took though.

I hate feeling like I'm not doing everything I want, I feel like I'm missing opportunities and messing up stuff by not keeping in touch with people and follow things though.

I'm not sure if it's really the case or if that's just a feeling, I don't know if I'm really messing up or not.

I'm just so tired of feeling tired, and hate feeling so aimless and unfocused.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

What i did today

Sierra14

Because i feel so bad about not getting to a million things I wanted to do, I'm going to write down everything I did do. Maybe seeing it in writing would make me feel like less of a slacker...

1) Went to the restaurant supply stores and got a new batch of cups, saucers, espresso cups, tapas plates and a couple of other things I can't remember. Then, realizing I'm really far of from where I need to meet Ned, I lugged it all from Houston street to Union square - it was so heavy! my arms are still sore.

2) Went to the art store to get Ned some scratchboard and left with scratchboard and also a huge role of beautiful watercolor paper.

3) wrapped all the gifts I got for both my sister (it sounds like a small thing, but I didn't send a package in a while and there were at least 20 things in there to wrap), then wrote each of them a letter.

4) Wrote a letter to a Friend who lives in England.

5) finished retouching the photos of Sierra from last Friday's shoot, then resized and posted them on Flickr.

6) Submitted my art work to 3 awesome stores, one in LA, one in Brooklyn and one in San Fransisco.

7) Helped Ned book our tickets to LA in April, for the opening of the grafuck book exhibition, Ned's got a piece in the book and show!

8) Promoted Ned's new erotic story in twitter and facebook.

And just to make myself feel worse, this is what I didn't do:

1) Folded the laundry.

2) packed the sake set that sold yesterday.

3) joined photodrifting - a NY photography site that accepted me.

4) made a dragonfly tea cup and another Gone with the wind tea set for people waiting for them.

5) Started working on the new site.

6) Started designing my new site.

7) did any drawing.

8) Made stuff and put them on Etsy.

9) answered a bunch of e-mails.


Damn! Not enough hours in the day...