Not quite sure what's going on today.
A lot of really great things happened in the past couple of days, this morning, we got an answer from Law & order about another shoot we are going to do for them. A couple of days ago I heard back from TONY about a submission I did for them through etsy. I might just got a new graphic client, and I have 2 other big graphic projects to work on. An etsy order to finish and a couple of other things I wanted to do, as well as start making Christmas related stuff for the store.
I don't know if I just got used to things going good with life, and sort of slow with work, and now that things are going good with work I feel some strange destructive need to feel disatisfied with life, but that's how I feel today.
With all the awesomeness of the good news, I feel like shit.
I'm pissed with Ned for no good reason, I'm angry about not accomplishing or finishing anything today, I don't feel like doing anything, and just want to feel sorry for myself.
3 comments:
I'm sorry you're feeling shitty. I'm happy for you though. It sounds like a lot of really cool things are happening right now. Those things also bring added stress though, and maybe that's getting to you? Once you get over the initial difficulty of dealing with the stress, you both have always worked wonderfully together. You've always stepped up in challenging situations and come through as the amazing artists that you both are. I'm sure you'll do it again.
btw, another Law & Order shoot?!!! Omg! Omg! Omg! Yipeeeee!!! Give Ned a big hug for me. You guys rock!
that's just what happened. I was waiting for the other shoe to drop. And the more cool stuff happened, the more stressed out I got about it.
It took me a few days to realize that instead of waiting for something bad to make me feel shitty, I cut the middle man, and just went right ahead to feel shitty.
pity parties are only fun when you invite your friends :) hope you're feeling fantastic today!
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